The endless battle of the bulge (not the one in my pants!)

Last year around this time, I was in a friendly competition with Greenguy from link-o-rama to see who could lose 12 pounds first. I lost by 2 pounds, but I did pretty good over all and couldn’t complain. However, over the next eight or nine months, as is typical for most weight loss, it creeped back on until I managed to actually get about 2 pounds over where I started. Not good.

Well, I went back to look at the why, and some of it was pretty obvious: snacking, bad eating habits, bad eating hours… yadda, yadda.

So around February this year, I started to try to take better care. From Feb 1 until about 2 weeks ago, I managed to shave off about 6 pounds… not bad, not great, but certainly headed in the right direction. But I didn’t really feel that it was all that I wanted it to be, so I started looking for help. I spent a bunch of time online, a bunch of time talking to some people I trust, and finally some time in the book stores looking for the right deal.

In my case, that deal turned out to be Atkins.

I know, I know… it is voodoo dieting. Some of the requirements and idea in this program are, well, somewhat less than normal. Counting carbs not calories doesn’t seem like it would make a ton of sense. Basically, the idea is to move your body in to a state of ketosis and work from there, having your body burn up existing stores of fat rather than consuming sugar, and expelling excess fat through urine (you have to drink a river of water every day, which is fine by me, I like drinking water so no biggie). The idea would be to literally turn your body into a fat burning machine, and when you near your goal weight, pull out of the dive and slowly adjust your intake of “bad” stuff (carbs, processed sugars, certain oils, etc).

So, one week later, I have dropped 6 pounds and I feel wonderful – not about losing the weight, but in fact I feel good, not starving, not under eating, and certainly not avoiding food (I eat probably 4 times a day now). It is pretty weird to eat more and lose weight, but there you go.

One of the most shocking things now is going into a supermarket and realizing how little of what is in there that I can eat at this point. Way too much processed sugars, carb intensive snack foods, and unnatural food sources in the mix. It is a little overwhelming.

Now, unlike many Atkins types, I don’t intend the “Atkins for Life” approach at this point. However, I will certainly be taking much of what I am learning in this process to heart. Avoiding empty sugars and pointlessly high carbs is something I think that will be with me for life now, as I can see the changes already and what it is doing for me. I would like to bring some comparitively bad things back into life (like rice, as I eat chinese foods very often) and some of the starches and thickening agents that come with this type of food. I don’t think I will ever be able to handle the levels of sugar that I have in the past, as I realize that this one thing, more than anything, has contributed to my weight woes in the past.

I don’t want to be an Atkins martyr. I don’t want to make my friends hate me because I can’t go to eat out with them, or that I need to order special, that I can’t just enjoy the buffet or whatever is being served. I don’t want to be a lifelong annoyance (more than I already am) so Atkins is a process and a revision of lifestyle, and not a hard religeon.

However, for the next few weeks and possibly months, it will be much closer to religeon than would be normal for me. I still have about 10 – 15 pounds to go before I reach what is my correct weight, but that isn’t going to happen only with diet. Exercise is being added starting early next week, and the end results should be good once I get there. Here is to hoping that everything goes well 🙂

Meanwhile, back at Party Poker

First off, for whatever reason, Party Poker has had a fair bit of network issues recently.  I think it might have to do with upgrading their infrastructure to support their newer version game software, which I have a feeling is a little more demanding on their network.   Yesterday they were down for about 2 hours in early PM EDT, which would normally be prime time for plucking the pigeons.  I am sure some people were less than pleased.

I will say that over the last couple of weeks they seem to have finally sorted out the issues with their software.  The game play is a little better than it was, a little more smooth and all.  Plus I personally feel that there are a ton less bad beats out there and less rewarding of the people playing shit hands all over.  There is still some amazingly bad stuff out there, but bad players seem to get tripped up after a while, which is a good thing.

I have been playing a bunch of 6 player sit and go NLH.  They don’t pay as much to win (a $10+1 table pays 36 and 24, no third place) so the numbers are all a little different.   However, I think that they payback on these on average is a little bit better net, plus I find that the players are a little better, less people playing “go fish” with shit hands.

So I am on a money percentage of about 40%, which is what it needs to be.  So things are back on track that way.

Raven Riley… all sorts of stuff

Okay, three great things for you to check out if you are (A) a fan of Raven Riley, or (b) just generally like sexy teen babes getting naked and stuff

1 – Raven Riley’s Jean skirt – 2 galleries of this teen stripping down.

2 – Raven Riley at Teenager-x.com – 10 hot pics

3 – Top 20 Raven Riley galleries from Sexy Amateur Thumbs

Gotta love when all the good things come in three… 🙂

Free Erotic Stories

I have been at it again… another great use for wordpress, I guess.

A little background.  Some of the first free sites I ever opened on the net were about sex stories.  Y’see, back in the day (before the net) connection speed online was pretty darn slow.  Images could take minutes to download, and hours to get a whole set.  Sex stories, just text, download real quick and with a little imagination, you could enjoy some pretty freaky adventures.  Anyway, I have always enjoyed stories, so there you go.

My newest site is:  FREE EROTIC STORIES.  Basically, it is in a blog format which makes it easy to put things in their right categories, add new sections, and whatnot.  I will add a few new stories each day, and soon this sucker is going to be huge!

Also, I will accept submissions, so if you like to write erotic stories, I might have a good place for you 🙂

Enjoy!

New Teen Blog

It isn’t ready for prime time or anything, but if you are into teen babes, you might want to bookmark teenager-x.com – I have a list of stuff to add to this site in the next 48 hours or so.  It isn’t specific to size of boob or anything, just hot teens and coeds that we all love and drool over.

Teen blog teenager-x – bookmark it and enjoy!

Southpark Chef gets going away present

If you are a Southpark fan, you know that Isaac Hayes (soul singer who’s career came back when he took the role of South Park’s Chef) has begged out of his contract with the show because he didn’t like them making fun of Scientology.  The episode, aimed mostly at the annoying Tom Cruise, was quite funny the first time it aired.  Well, recently the scientology people must have gotten pissy about it, as Comedy Central pulled a replay of the show apparently because Cruise threatened to not participate in promotion of a new movie he stars in, which is being made by CS’s parent company.

Anyway, turns out “chef” is also a scientologist, and he got a bee up his bum about all this and pissed off out of the show.  He didn’t seem to mind when they made fun of catholics or muslims or jews… but scientologist apparently are off limits.

Anyway, the show must go on, and well, the show’s creators pretty much killed Chef off in the latest show.  A fine fuck you to someone apparently a little too full of himself.  Goodbye Chef, it has been fun, but don’t let the door slap your big ass on the way out.

 Click here to read the story about this wonderful situation.

Racingnews.com – another good blog

Okay, I will admit it, I am a racing fan.  Actually, I use to race a little bit (I have a couple of trophies) and I enjoy racing no end.  Pretty much anything from formula 1 to lawn mowers.  Racing is kewl.  Anyway, I have owned this domains for a couple of years, and I didn’t really do anything with it, so I decided to step up and make it happen.  So, check out racing news and let me know what you think about it.  I will update it pretty much any time I find something interesting going on, it won’t be like a definitive news source, but I am a fan, and fans find kewl shit all over the place 🙂

Little update, Racing News was closed out (way too much time to get everything up to date all the time) but I do have Motorsports on Stuffchannel here.

V for Vendetta

Okay, I went last night with a couple of friends to catch the midnight showing of V for Vendetta.  I had heard many good things in pre-release reviews, and a few bad things.  After seeing the movie, I can only say one thing:

If you are intelligent, can handle not only action but actual dialog and concepts that need understanding, then go and see this movie.  If you thought that XXX or Fast and the Furious was deep and meaningful, stay away.   V for Vendetta requires that your bring your mind with you, open and willing to explore ideas that are not spoon fed to you like sugar bites.

I won’t reveal the movie or it’s ending here, I always think that is unfair.  I will say that the acting job of a man in a fixed mask and wig is truly amazing, as physical actions and the powerful words come together to give this character more depth and expression than can be imagined.  The twists and resposition of people from “good guy” to “bad guy” back to “good guy” and “not so sure” is wonderful.  There are many, many main characters in this movie, a pleasure in itself to see a movie that isn’t just a formulatic “guy and girl” film (although there is a nice undertone of the intimate relationships between many of the characters invovled).

I said to my friends when we left:  20 years from now this movie will be looked back on as a real look inside what was happening in the 2000-2008 period (the Bush years).  There is incredible social and moral issues being put on the table and dissected  with the accuracy of a V knife, sliced and held up to the light not to show the good and clean side, but to show the guts and the gore that comes with making difficult personal and moral decisions.   There is a discussion of power, and how power corrupts… and how absolute power corrupts absolutely.

Deep and meaningful, maybe for me one of the few movies since Trainspotting where I left the end of the movie feeling enlightened, entertained, depressed, and full of thought.  For me, a movie that will go down as a classic look at good and evil, right and wrong… and how that right and wrong all depends on where you are sitting